I feel so weird, l feel so strange l don’t think l fit in at this stage
I don’t know if l ever will
Yet l ponder still
How can people be so fearless of the unknown?
When it’s the unknown to which fear l have always shown…
How can people claim to be confused, yet know who they are?
When l stare at the sky, wishing on a star.
Standing in a crowded place
Having to show my face
I try to be what people want me to be
Yet the true me, only l can see…
I’m not sure of who or what l am
I’m not that smart, and I’m not all ‘glam’.
I’m in fear of liars, as l don’t hesitate to punish them
My senses are out of control
My direction in life hasn’t taken it’s toll
Even though my understanding seems so far…
I think it’s best to leave things as they are.