That feels l am different from everyone else.
Something that l can’t quite see,
Something that l can’t quite feel,
Something so unreal.
But this ‘thing’ is always there,
This ‘thing’ with others, l will never share.
So l push it to the back of my mind,
All the thoughts of work and clothes
And music, it is hiding behind.
Sometimes, when l have almost forgotten,
It comes back with such ferocity,
Angry and unforgiving.
I feel so lost and annoyed,
Whatever caused this feeling
Must have been so horrible and bad.
A lost memory or something else,
I’ll never know,
Whatever it is,
I know for sure,
I can never let this feeling show.